My bf cheated with a person on a p**n site, a rejectedpornmodelapplicant who pays for their subscription after she found him on okcupid offering a hair cut
Mine was a smotherer and I was supportive and there for him all the time because I thought he needed that so would stop his panicking and build trust and confidence in him & that seemed to work in a way too and we seemed very happy and I trusted him and then the slip of the mask and him secretly talking with my former roommate I hadn’t introduced him to although before that she wanted to see his profile. And then gas lighting, more gas lighting even with evidence, more apparent cheating, exposure, him still wanting control then the devaluing and discarding phase.(I loved and valued the trust and safety I thought we had)I ended up being kicked out while pregnant over trust issues while guilting me over it, then I registered there was an angry yelling female involved in p**n homewrecking me from downstairs and yelling “throw her out”, another narcissist with a history of homewrecking her friends who did not care about humane treatment fairness, others relationships, or others needs being met or how unjustified her or his actions were. I believe in doing no harm to others. Her name is Tiffany Rainwater and her p**n name in Carnelia on suicide girls, the rejected applicants who pay membership to be naked. How’d I get into this after years of being abstinent and uninvolved while learning after rape and abuse that I just wanted healthy real things and now it was ugly and trash. It made me more demisexual and I felt surrounded by sociosexuals trying to turn me into a villain for getting cheated on and they went on to say I my relationship was not real and I was stupid to believe what they said or that I was special to them like the bullying kid who manipulates games changing the rules when losing. It destroyed my life and my esteem and support network, and resulted in rebuilding moving, and this woman played the victim like I was an intruder being walked on and immediately my ex switched faces making me the enemy. These people never go punished, but seem to get their behavior reinforced by flaunting people they poached and publicly devaluing their victims whilesaying the former childhood friend’s boyfriend whom the friend wanted to marry, wasn’t as special of a relationship as with her and now she’s married to her friend’s. That’s what happens? The innocent get homewrecked and cheated on and start to ruin their life villainizing them ostracizing them publicly as the narcissist clean up the havoc they made and treat the victim like the cause of it and dillusional to believe they were special and brag how they only know how to make a relationship work. Yet she didn’t say on her site like she brags to me that she held his phone for months passwords & keys & was paranoid. A price for doing that to my peaceful world where I only got involved with people not recently involved and in any way involved. She got Divorced from the friend’s former fiancé because he was not understanding of her needs to have more people in the bedroom and was supported over this on a p**n site like she was the victim? My ex came home saying his groin area was sore yet he wanted some humiliating favors of a sexual nature and expected it, but wasn’t affectionate as usual, like I wasn’t good enough. It felt dehumanizing brinking on sexual abuse like I was disgusting and a huge change from norm. He seemed snobbier with a new haircut. I learned a barber and pornmodelwannabe on OkCupid invited him to get a haircut. He guilted me over trust saying their was no other female. I was confused by the blame shifting, gas lighting and thinking over if I messed us up as he wanted me to feel and that there was no other female because really how could they had spent time with anyone else for as much time they asked of me and I was their biggest supporter and confidant.I really knew no one else who texted me so much and worried how they’d do if one had to be away for a while.She found my account when I calmed down because I believed cheaters end up destroying each other the same way, but she emailed my private account and had all my information and pictures and texts to and from my ex.I took the bait and saw the pic of them in the profile pic and saw all my ex said was a lie and it was not my fault and he was getting sexual in photos with them less then a week and it not just validated what I thought, but was worse.(The fairness, the no mention of me and the fake perfect act grosses me out. No he didn’t find her in the trash like she said, no she seduced him on okcupid and sent him naked photos while his pregnant gf was with him & they ruined more lives) It showed a cycle of two spoiled narcissistic people whose cheating behavior keeps more guilt free as it’s reinforced with others willing to cheat with them and paint their victims as a villain.How did I get portrayed?The most revenge I ever got, if any, was to report him at work for bullying his coworker after concluding that she was probably a nicer person after seeing how he treated me with no shame. His name is John Henry Wade. He giggled as he bragged how he went around to everyone at work convincing most she wasn’t a good worker or likeable and laughed because she started to act paranoid at work by the way people are treating her and took her lined up job in secret and laughed over how he hates her, but she told him about her problems at work and still thinks they are friends. He also seemed proud that he’s gotten people fired before and I don’t know if the grounds after valid after seeing what he did to me. He does care how this effects them or what happens to them and seems proud of this sociopath like trait. I felt empathy for the coworker having experienced or seen this unethical behavior before and wander if he did this to me during the discarding phase. He was not worth meeting because he causes more loss than you had to begin with, as well as her. I pity her former friend who seemed to take most things in a quiet strong manner while the homewtecker did things she should be written off for, not the other way around. End up working with her and even in childcare in a place of trust she will smear you online as something obscene and call you everyone else lazy and take all the credit. Don’t fall for it. His name is John Henry Wade. a smotherer and I was supportive and there for him all the time because I thought he needed that so would stop his panicking and build trust and confidence in him & that seemed to work in a way too and we seemed very happy and I trusted him and then the slip of the mask and him secretly talking with my former roommate I hadn’t introduced him to although before that she wanted to see his profile. And then gas lighting, more gas lighting even with evidence, more apparent cheating, exposure, him still wanting control then the devaluing and discarding phase.(I loved and valued the trust and safety I thought we had)I ended up being kicked out while pregnant over trust issues while guilting me over it, then I registered there was an angry yelling female involved in p**n homewrecking me from downstairs and yelling “throw her out”, another narcissist with a history of homewrecking her friends who did not care about humane treatment fairness, others relationships, or others needs being met or how unjustified her or his actions were. I believe in doing no harm to others. Her name is Tiffany Rainwater and her p**n name in Carnelia on suicide girls, the rejected applicants who pay membership to be naked. How’d I get into this after years of being abstinent and uninvolved while learning after rape and abuse that I just wanted healthy real things and now it was ugly and trash. It made me more demisexual and I felt surrounded by sociosexuals trying to turn me into a villain for getting cheated on and they went on to say I my relationship was not real and I was stupid to believe what they said or that I was special to them like the bullying kid who manipulates games changing the rules when losing. It destroyed my life and my esteem and support network, and resulted in rebuilding moving, and this woman played the victim like I was an intruder being walked on and immediately my ex switched faces making me the enemy. These people never go punished, but seem to get their behavior reinforced by flaunting people they poached and publicly devaluing their victims whilesaying the former childhood friend’s boyfriend whom the friend wanted to marry, wasn’t as special of a relationship as with her and now she’s married to her friend’s. That’s what happens? The innocent get homewrecked and cheated on and start to ruin their life villainizing them ostracizing them publicly as the narcissist clean up the havoc they made and treat the victim like the cause of it and dillusional to believe they were special and brag how they only know how to make a relationship work. Yet she didn’t say on her site like she brags to me that she held his phone for months passwords & keys & was paranoid. A price for doing that to my peaceful world where I only got involved with people not recently involved and in any way involved. She got Divorced from the friend’s former fiancé because he was not understanding of her needs to have more people in the bedroom and was supported over this on a p**n site like she was the victim? My ex came home saying his groin area was sore yet he wanted some humiliating favors of a sexual nature and expected it, but wasn’t affectionate as usual, like I wasn’t good enough. It felt dehumanizing brinking on sexual abuse like I was disgusting and a huge change from norm. He seemed snobbier with a new haircut. I learned a barber and pornmodelwannabe on OkCupid invited him to get a haircut. He guilted me over trust saying their was no other female. I was confused by the blame shifting, gas lighting and thinking over if I messed us up as he wanted me to feel and that there was no other female because really how could they had spent time with anyone else for as much time they asked of me and I was their biggest supporter and confidant.I really knew no one else who texted me so much and worried how they’d do if one had to be away for a while.She found my account when I calmed down because I believed cheaters end up destroying each other the same way, but she emailed my private account and had all my information and pictures and texts to and from my ex.I took the bait and saw the pic of them in the profile pic and saw all my ex said was a lie and it was not my fault and he was getting sexual in photos with them less then a week and it not just validated what I thought, but was worse.(The fairness, the no mention of me and the fake perfect act grosses me out. No he didn’t find her in the trash like she said, no she seduced him on okcupid and sent him naked photos while his pregnant gf was with him & they ruined more lives) It showed a cycle of two spoiled narcissistic people whose cheating behavior keeps more guilt free as it’s reinforced with others willing to cheat with them and paint their victims as a villain.How did I get portrayed?The most revenge I ever got, if any, was to report him at work for bullying his coworker after concluding that she was probably a nicer person after seeing how he treated me with no shame. His name is John Henry Wade. He giggled as he bragged how he went around to everyone at work convincing most she wasn’t a good worker or likeable and laughed because she started to act paranoid at work by the way people are treating her and took her lined up job in secret and laughed over how he hates her, but she told him about her problems at work and still thinks they are friends. He also seemed proud that he’s gotten people fired before and I don’t know if the grounds after valid after seeing what he did to me. He does care how this effects them or what happens to them and seems proud of this sociopath like trait. I felt empathy for the coworker having experienced or seen this unethical behavior before and wander if he did this to me during the discarding phase. He was not worth meeting because he causes more loss than you had to begin with, as well as her. I pity her former friend who seemed to take most things in a quiet strong manner while the homewtecker did things she should be written off for, not the other way around. End up working with her and even in childcare in a place of trust she will smear you online as something obscene and call you everyone else lazy and take all the credit. Don’t fall for it. His name is John Henry Wade as Corditeifth on instagram. Baited me when I didn’t know they their and didn’t want to and fell for it, even if if they had all my private info texts and pictures. I’m more private, although I was before and you can see her picking out lingerie and rings on Pinterest trying to validate truth from lies said during gaslighting there before your brain decides which route to take and reroute and then he starts bragging about cheating and blaming my reaction to cheating for cheating. She is Tiffany Rainwater on many accounts and on carnelianrocks and https://www.suicidegirls.com/members/carnelian/as one of the rejected applicant hopefuls & the bad poetry and petty annoyances and employee and friend backstabbing can be read there if you are ever victimized and they try brain washing or gas lighting you and you are in shock because you weren’t looking around before nor comparing and minding your business until you realize someone wrecked yours from the inside out and has a fake story portrayed on instagram or Facebook, while you are destroyed erased left out, left suicidal and painted as some villain or w***e when I’m a Demi sexual, an ex girlfriend, romantic, a bow apathetic empath. He has cheated before at least on two people and it seems like a cycle so nooo no hope, narcicostic abuser. She has homewrecked at least twice (including her childhood friend) so I suspect more than that and more cat fights under her belt and to her cheating is no big deal because she texted from his phone “everyone cheats. Get over it” yet neither of them would feel the same of themselves and being narcissists have no problem touching and using and messing up others for their selfish whims and lists and place their needs on a much higher level than their victims or others as narcissists are expected to do while stripping away your needs as a human treating you like trash as if it is no oh deal nor what happens to you. You can read about all the bosses and coworkers she trashed too. His screen name is Corditeifth after the band I couldn’t stand and he’s on a few account. She’s Carnelierocks
He will get everyone to hate to or try to or make you feel alone during discarding and laugh over your paranoia feeling proud of himself. Prepare to be shocked from within and attached like a Trojan horse less than 24 hours of lying in the bed with him feeling safe and she will mimick the roommates or whatever friends, get your work info text and pretend all the roommates or those they can reach in your network all hate you and are on her side if she can’t get them then reveal it was her all along and those extreme things her ideas. Guard your private info and network ft these people bc if they can turn them against you to make you feel alone and in the wrong for being betrayed or as if it is your fault then they will imitate them without their permission not caring if that would bug that person or not that seemed to like you. He enjoys s******g people up and enjoys getting them paranoid and does not care what happens to them. She did a similar thing to her friend who was beyond tolerant for what she did and still when she should had been cut off this person took the high road and she still tried writing her off on a blog as the bad guy when she didn’t deserve a place at her table. She has been accused of sexual harassment before at work & tried to turn it around on her former crush at her work for sending inappropriate pictures she said she’d send her Mom, but I myself had trouble breathing and was unable to sleep when her and my ex sent a photo of them s******g naked while I was pregnant and weeks afterwards. They prefer to hurt and blame victims for their cheap ego boost rather than have their victims heal the easier rational way before the damage is done and suffering happens but the hypocrites would never want this done to themselves. They do everything to prolong it and enjoy suffering and blame the victim and are highly unessearily cruel. I only forgot myself when I thought of what her poor former childhood went through. My friends have a sick joke about Daddy issues and I disliked because most of my fatherless friends are against harming other people or cheating or wrecking families and wouldn’t want to contribute to that problem, but this one is on a cycle of that just promotes whatever issues from childhood she has by home wrecking someone who would cheat and doing it to expecting significant others acting like my pregnancy had no meaning, and they should have no repercussions, but to them they preaccuse you and label you to scare you off to avoid it despite them wrecking your life and every little thing that is of no harm like apologies when it mattered then is such an offense to them that they’d go much farther than any of us would or any empath they victimize.; john-henry-wade-carnelianrocks-corditeifth-tiffany-rainwater/ Tiffany Rainwater, John Henry Wade or John Henery Wade, redrainwater,

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